Arguments... What are they really? A mutual disagreement, a debate of two completely different ideas. Then what was this... One side was believing they were in the right, and the other knew they were in the wrong. So really, both parties were wrong!

I just wish she really knew how I felt and not just what she believes to be the way I feel. There is nothing worse than being told "this is how you feel." As if I didn't know... or do I? i know that I love her, but I do not think I have honestly accepted how much I do. The question now is, How do I show her?

If I'm not careful then there is a chance that I could lose her forever. And for what? Not even what a dictionary would call a legitimate argument. It is through fear and also a yearning desire of what we have and what we don't that compels us to keep going and yet retreat under the constant pressure of making this work. If only she knew how much I would give up for her. If only I knew how much I would give up for her. If I did, then we wouldn't be in this mess.

* Influenced by a special someone